So, I decided to change some attitudes, some thinkings, beliefs, etc.
Reading texts from the last years I noticed I was different from now.
I became sad, I started to realize how empty was my life, my existence.
I don't know, I started caring about love, I wasn't this way before.
When I didn't feel this way, I could laugh anytime.
I was everytime good, or, at least, feeling nothing, maybe carring only about what I was going to eat the next day. It's a little... Selfish? I don't know, at least I was happy.
I remember I was used to be really freak about anime characters, Sakito, it was really funny.
I want those days back.
And I know it's impossible to do it.
So I decided to change, start to stop thinking about what is worrying me, what makes me upset. I'll forget people I met. People I prefered have never met before. I'll forget people who made me cry, who made me feel bad.
I know that's impossible is to do not see one but I think I can deal with it.
And the year is finishing, everything is gonna change.
Hope it works.