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Destiny
É realmente incrível como certas coisas acontecem de forma inexplicável. Sempre um sinal para que haja esperança quando ela não deveria existir. Fatos que fazem com que cada vez mais eu imagine que, se desse certo, tudo seria muito fácil.
Nunca acreditei em destino, em forças que fizessem com que coisas acontecessem de forma premeditada, mas realmente não é fácil de se aceitar a ideia de que coincidentemente tudo tenha resolvido ocorrer da forma que eu mais tenha imaginado e sonhado por muitos anos na minha vida. Não. Não alimento mais esperanças como antes, mas também não posso afirmar que esteja totalmente curada de tais suposições...
Não
Change
So, I decided to change some attitudes, some thinkings, beliefs, etc.
Reading texts from the last years I noticed I was different from now.
I became sad, I started to realize how empty was my life, my existence.
I don't know, I started caring about love, I wasn't this way before.
When I didn't feel this way, I could laugh anytime.
I was everytime good, or, at least, feeling nothing, maybe carring only about what I was going to eat the next day. It's a little... Selfish? I don't know, at least I was happy.
I remember I was used to be really freak about anime characters, Sakito, it was really funny.
I want those days back.
And I kno
Omega
Hmm será que eu decido comprar o DVD do último live do Gazetto?
Ninguém em casa tem cartão de crédito (longa história) portanto, nada de CDjapan, senão já teria comprado algum do Naito né u_u
Hoje fui pra liba e vi que finalmente abriu uma lojinha que vende cds originais e tals (se alguém souber de algum outro lugar, agradeceria se me dissessem onde) e lá o tiozinho disse que ia chegar o Omega, mas que não sabia exatamente quando e nem o preço '-'
E aí? Será que eu compro? '3'
Thinking...
I'm not going to wait anymore
There's no reason to continue it
I was thinking about all the time I've lost just caring about it
I shouldn't do it anymore
Yeah, probably there's someone somewhere that will really understand
Now I need to think about different problems in my life
And "this" is a problem that's not too important to be focused
But that's a bit hard.
Anyway, I think I'm trying...
I was a little selfish trying to make you feel the same way I was feeling about you.
Thinking better I realized I'm the only weird woman to stand this kind of feeling for too much time.. yeah I'm the only weird one.
No... Wait, I'm not the only
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